perhaps
you are wrong ,
and i have not matured at all ;
in the sense that i have grown up ;
acquiring knowledge on the way .
( in fact ,
i am still nooby ,
and have become more easily - excitable
and laughable .
( at ? with ? ) . )

because i know
by my own ' wisdom ' ,
i fail .

but i have been given
what you see in me .

blessed with every spiritual blessing ,
in Christ .