feeling blessed ~

even though im worried for ipt , and yearlies ><; .
i shouldn`t be .

god is in control ~

phew .
so much joy in being safe in his hands .
well , not just safe .
guided ,
and lifted up .

makes me think of ;

' the commands of the LORD are radiant ,
giving light to the eyes ' - Psalm 19 ( again :D )

and

' what is man that you are mindful of him ,
the son of man that you care for him ?
you made him a little lower than the heavenly beings
and crowned him with glory and honour ' - Psalm 8 ( yush jas ; im stealing your favourite psalms >) )

who am i ?
that the Lord of all the Earth ,
would care to know my name ,
care to feel my hurt ?

also , i have such awesome loved ones <33 .

so much grace .
yet so undeserving ._. .