i would so totally marry lee hom :)

i am surprised ,
that even when i don`t feel like it ,
i can still do it .
and sometimes , very well .

but other times ,
when i try hard ,
i simply can`t .

i guess it seems like
the harder i try ,
the worse i`ll do .

but ,
i know that
it`s because im not relying on your strength
and power
and grace
enough ,
and that is why
i feel like im not getting
anywhere .

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oh , it`s the little things , alright
that make me smile and laugh

and the little things
that get on my nerves .

but it`s the big things
( so big that they`re immeasurable :) )
that make me smile ;

so much so that i can`t stop .

( because they fight all the other , big , bad things away . )

and that is why
i should simply let go
all ' control ' i think i have
to you .

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why
am i writing
like im writing
poetry ?
xD

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oh where , oh where shall we find a modern day david ?
HAHAHA .

exceptionally musically gifted ; handsome ; good speaker ; good warrior + strategist ( healthy ? intelligent ? xD ) ; brave ; ex - shepherd ( humble ; gentle ; patient ? ) ; filled with the Lord`s spirit ; knew him intimately ; followed his commands ( most of the time ) ; loved him .
now is that too much to ask for ?
LOL .

but not perfect .
no where near so xD .

i guess a ' jesus wannabe ' will have to do xD .
( imitator of christ ; ephesians <33 )

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show me love ,
and break me down