Oh, you don't know me at all.
But neither do I. (See, I am not trying to blame/flame/whatever at all. I'm just saying.)

Though you may have lost faith in people, never lose faith in the goodness of the Lord :).

All Yours.

You thought of us before the world began to breathe
You knew our names before we came to be
You saw the very day we fall away from you
and how desperately we need to be redeemed
Lord Jesus, come lead us
We're desperate for your touch

Oh great and mighty one
with one desire we come
that you would reign that you would reign in us
we're offering up our lives
a living sacrifice
that you would reign that you would reign in us

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I seriously do not know what else to pray.

I am exhausted.

Vanities.

There are soft fuzzy yellow circles
Hanging like crystals in front of you
You reach your hand out in wonderment.

It's almost romantic, the way they sparkle
Like the eyes of the girl in your mind
The flower in her hair
The diamonds around her elegant neck
She's yours
She smiles
So sweetly at the sight of you.

But when you reach out your hand to take hers
You meet nothing.

There you are, suspended in nothing
Thinking of the girl with the sweet smile
As she vanishes
And your tears pour out hot in frustration.

And the circles crystallize
The light refracts
All the more brilliantly.

Hmm. Something to think about.

“Concerning the transgression of the wicked,” David observed that there is “no fear of God before his eyes.” The person described here is one we’ve all met many times, perhaps even in the mirror. This is the person who knows little about real reverence. He or she is self-sufficient, content to satisfy “self” in whatever way seems best at the moment. Reverence may be acceptable in theory, this person would say, but in practice it shouldn’t stand between us and the things we really desire.

Thanks Becki! ^_^

You Hold Me Now- Hillsong United

On that day when I see
All that You have for me
When I see You face to face
There surrounded by Your grace
All my fears swept away
In the light of Your embrace
Where Your love is all I need
And forever I am free

Where the streets are made of gold
In Your presence healed and whole
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding You hold me now
You hold me now

In this life I will stand
Through my joy and my pain
Knowing there's a greater day
There's a hope that never fails
Where Your Name is lifted high
And forever praises rise
For the glory of Your Name
I'm believing for the day

Where the wars and violence cease
All creation lives in peace
Let the songs of heaven
Rise to You alone

For eternity
All my heart will give
All the glory to Your Name

Closing In.

Empty walls,
Screaming your name.

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On tumblr, on my dashboard, more than half the photos are of people kissing, people making out, people holding hands, people 'in love'.

Isn't it funny how so many of us girls reblog these things, and yet, in real life, how many guys we know are actually that sweet?

Is it that these photos are completely fake- completely composed? That there is no such thing as love? I don't believe so. Just maybe not love the way you think it is. And love, not so soon.

(Lol it's like:
Song of Solomon 2:7

7 Daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you
by the gazelles and by the does of the field:
Do not arouse or awaken love
until it so desires.
!'