it`s cold .

i`m cold .

i`m scared .

for you , and for me .
for us .

that we will grow even colder .

but no , we will not stay this way .

someday , we`ll find out .
are we just going to drift apart , till there`s nothing ?
not even cold
left .

or , may you draw me near you ?
so that i can share your warmth ,
please ?

until i`ve drawn enough from you to call my own .

see , you may not feel my cold .
but i do .
pulling me away from you .

i try to fight it .
but i still feel myself slipping away from you .
you simply do not feel it ,
yet .

hold me tight ,
please .

i love being near you ,
but somehow , find myself pushing myself away .

---

please fill me up , Lord !
with love ...

---

why do i find myself spending time worrying about you ,
but not spending time with you ?