on your knees ;
curled up in a ball ;
hands clasped over your head .
fast breathing .

shivering and shaking .

there's something dark tormenting me .
i cannot see it , but i feel it bigger than ever , chaining me in my misery .

crying out your name ;
hearing your voice .

i feel your comforting hands cradling me ,
like a child .

i cling to you .

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this world is too much for me .
but you promised : it's not too much for you .