confusion .

Who is the real me that you intended me to be ?
Where is the beauty behind the fake , ugly facade ?
I'm finding it hard to see it .

How much of me is fake ?
How much is real ?

Will I keep going on like this ?
I don't think so .
Someday , I will crash .

Who am I ?

I'm not that irritable , moody person I feel myself to be sometimes .
So where's that beautiful being you created ?

These days , I don't feel like the me you made me so much anymore .
So much so that I've forgotten what I look like . Feel like . Love like .

Show me ;
Please .