Falling.

You're falling,
But you're doing it knowingly,
And you're enjoying it;
This free-falling, letting-go, surrendering-yourself-to-things-as-they-go state,
While also actively pursuing it,
Feeling the wind rush by,
Things come and go in a blur;
It's fun; you're free; you love this.

Maybe you even feel as if you're flying.

And I guess, that's what it comes down to- you're falling knowingly; you're enjoying it.

And forgive me if this sounds condescending or whatever (as if I know better than you)- I mean this purely as a question that I'd like to know the answer to- but what happens when you hit rock bottom?

Then would you consider it all as loss- that falling?
Or like the building up towards a bigger impact?

All the fun you had whilst falling...

I don't know.

I sound like a spoil-sport. Haha xD.
But seriously, I'll try more to see things your way.