You think you're just fine, but I can see you falling.

So what am I meant to say?
I don't know.

But, I know He will give me the words to say.
Even when I stuff up... It's all in His hands.
It is He who changes hearts, not us.

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In all seriousness, what is it that you want?

You've tried and tried- but what you want hasn't gotten you anywhere.
Have you tried what you need?
Maybe if you did, you'd find out that what you want are just things to fix the problems created, in not getting what you need.

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Maybe it's just not the right time.