I hate it when you're on msn, and you laugh at something some one says, and you look really retarded cause you look like you're just laughing to yourself. Or you smile really widely cause you're laughing inside but don't want to laugh out loud.

I also hate how embarrassing it is when you walk down the street, and you think of something funny or sweet or whatever that happened the other day, and you start smiling really widely, and you feel really retarded.

hehe.

:DDD

no i don't really hate it.
it's just... EMBARASSING lol :)

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ooft add on.
today, i was in a room by myself, and i thought of something happy, and i clapped, and then i was like 'waaaaaaaait... that's just weird >>;'

YES IM WEIRD LIKE THAT T_______T.