I wonder if there's a word to describe such a phenomenon / circumstance :
Being sad when there's nothing to be sad about .
( There probably is ; I just have terrible vocab xD )

Perhaps it's depression ?

Like , not clinical , but a mild form .

Even if it's just intermittently ?
I dunno .

Hmm ...

But then , usually , there is something bothering you ; you just don't know what it is .
Which gets really annoying .

Which is where He shows me what I don't know about myself .

It's not easy - it's never been easy , and never will be - but I actually kinda love it . How knows just what I need ; and gives it to me . ( Of course , sometimes I feel like I need more , but I know and trust He knows best ) .

Just little glimpses of Your Grace are amazing .

There's a better life .