With All My Heart!

The Heart is an evasive thing. So hard to pin down.

To conquer; rule.

Think of all the empires that could have been built by now.
If only, if only. (Reminded of Holes- Louis Sachar lol).

Still, all we can manage is an empire state building, and even so, that too, will eventually September 11.

Well, I find it hard to 'love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind and with all your strength'. Actually, it's the hardest thing, ever.

Especially lately. I haven't been feeling or doing so.
As a result, my life has been a mess.
Rawr. Yuck. Moody. Depression. Sin.

But you know what? That's because I've forgotten.

Silly me.
(More like stupid me. But You are gracious; so much so that I am somehow still pleasing to You)

I cannot love.

I have a heart of stone.

You shall give me my heart of flesh.

And so, for you to do so, I need to let you love me.

Lord, we say yes to you; we want You with all our hearts.

I'm so thirsty for You.