I Feel Like a Hobo :D

Oops. Am writing in my diary, and it looks illegible.
xD

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I think I'm going to redefine this blog. I was going to a while back, but chickened out.

I'm not going to write anything unless I'm being completely honest about a situation. No more vague, fanciful posts; those kind of posts that have the potential of causing great misunderstanding =\.

If I'm not prepared to be honest, that's what my diary's for. Someday, I hope, my blog can be my diary :).

I admit there's a lot of things I hide from even close friends- it's because I feel as if I'm going to hurt others if I tell the exact truth.

No more of this.

I'm still learning to love, ne? Sometimes while stumbling, tripping, face-planting but none-the-less learning.

I love you guys.
I know I myself have said this; that half-truths can often be as bad as whole non-truths, and I admit I am guilty of it too.

Honestly, sometimes, I've even felt like half-truth-ing to God: I know He's loving and intimate and beautiful, but sometimes I don't feel so, and so I can't bear to tell Him I feel like he's not these things, because I know He's so much greater than I can ever imagine.

Well, apart from half-truths, which are just as bad as lying, I'd like you guys to know that I haven't been lying to you, no matter how contradictory that sounds.

Also, please know that nothing I have ever written on this blog has ever been malicious to anybody. If I ever did sound so, it was to something, never anyone.

I have tried to do things with pure intentions, but still managed to mess things up.

No more hiding.
Here goes.

Whoa I didn't expect myself to type up this post; I just opened a new post and started typing. That's why the title is so weird >>;

Oh yeah, unless I'm writing a poem or something- I have to be subtle- you guys will have to forgive me for that. But I promise I won't take advantage of that and write poems all the time to get away with things.