Yes.

I know.
I know.
I know.

I'm sorry.

But seriously. You tell me off- I know I deserve and need it.
But seriously. Don't you know?
It hurts me more than it hurts you.

How many countless nights have I cried over this.

You think I don't really care.

I don't want to make you worry.

I cry.
I try and try.
Break down.

But it always comes down to me not trying hard enough?
Or something like that.

Daddy, I don't know what to do.
You tell me to trust you- but trust you to take me where?
Perhaps I am simply impatient to know, but it really hurts.

No matter what, give me joy and love that overflows!

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Ahahahaha my sister is such a fail :).

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Yay for phone calls :).
Anyhow.
STOCKS PRIZE ._.