wistful .

i wish ( that ... )
but still , i don`t know what`s best for me .
i try ,
but i fail .

which is a good thing ,
in accordance with my second statement .

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my failure is your success ; part your great plans .
my every failure and success is according to your plan .

but still , i need to let you teach me from my fails ;
do something about them ;
and do something through them .

so here goes .

thankyou for not letting me go .