What I'm Giving Up

I don't know- can you really count it as 'giving up'?
I mean, it's so petty.
Really.

In light of all you've done, and all you continue to do, and will do.

I don't know.
In the world's eyes, I'm a failure. I have completely failed my duty as daughter, sister, friend, student, etc.

But somehow, I am still of infinite worth to you.
Hmm. This is hard to comprehend.

So thankyou for disciplining me.
You know it breaks my heart, but it's what pure and what's good, and it's not about me at all.

Thankyou for working through me, in me and in spite of me.