faith .

okay .
here i am elena :) .
going to try blog more , and less ... obscurely ? xD

so .

things that worry me :
not keeping up .

well yes ; i shouldnt worry .
but i do .
and it`s not good ._. .

stress on top of stress on top of stress .
rawr .
die .
head aches .
sick .

but
' abraham believed God , and it was credited to him as righteousness ' .
wow .

just
believe .

something that`s been on my mind lately :
im so sinful .
how can i even look up at you ?
accept that you died for me ?
why you love me so much ?
why am i so undeserving ?
i can`t stand it .

but ,
the deeper
i wallow in my sin ;
and sinfulness ,
the deeper i go in it .

and then i hear your voice ;
what`s this ? have i died for nothing ?
nothing you do ; everything i did .
it`s done .
and i love you .

my next question :
where to go next ?
so fragile .
and i hear your voice again , in response :
just believe ;
just believe .

free - falling ;
falling ;
soaring , under the shadow of your wings .