aiya .
blisters ! :( .
hurts . hehe ^^; .
oh , by the way , my ' nice shoes ' are my mum`s xD , and my mum bought me that ' little black dress ' xDDD .
lol haha :) .
ilovemymummy <33 .
even though she`s not perfect .
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omgsh .
little kids have such nice skin ^^ .
<33
like today on the train .
but then i thought , like someday the kid will get pimples .
and ugly , oily blackheads . or maybe eczema or something dodge .
( LOL maddyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . you call me cynical xD . others call me naive . i dunno :( )
it`s like ...
perfection .
spoiled by the world`s influences .
like a world spoiled by sin .
also
just like how all of us have these awesomeeeeeeeeee great , big dreams to save the world when we`re children .
and as a speaker said at church once , these are god - given dreams .
and then the world comes along and goes ' NONONONO YOU CAN`T DO THIS ' .
you`re like ...
not smart enough
or pretty enough
or like whatever .
or like
it won`t earn you enough money
so you`ll be like fully slaving away
and you`ll regret it so much
you`ll hate your job
etc .
etc .
anyway , the reason im writing this is ,
it made me cry , once .
and i couldn`t stop , just thinking about it .
to think ; even my loved ones tell me such things .
and what`s worse :
they`re absolutely right .
and i`m like that too .
and i`ll be exactly like them in 20 years time .
sometimes ,
i want to just go against the flow .
but then , i remind myself , they`re right .
i`ll end up like ... whatever .
but i also know
that you`ve given me these gifts and talents
for a reason .
i shouldn`t just throw them away , in my stubbornness .
true ; everyone will be like ' i told you so ' .
but Lord , you promised me so .
you have a perfect plan for me .
therefore ,
i won`t give up ;
throw everything away .
instead , i`ll keep praying ; watching ; waiting .
while developing these gifts and talents .
2 Timothy 1:6- For this reason I remind you to fan into flame the gift of God
and verse 7: a spirit of power , of love and of self - discipline
something you have taught me this year ; Ecclesiastes 3:1- There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven .
i never really understood it`s meaning until this year .
MyLordyouaresoamazinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg <33 !
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