thinking , going round & round in circles .
feeling confused .
feelings confused .
but it doesn`t matter anymore ;
the way i feel
is irrelevant .
all i know is i feel happy .
grateful .
sad .
worried .
but safe in your hands <33 .
^_^ .
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
i was born to tell you i love you ;
call im sick ,
call im angry ,
call im desperate for your voice .
okay , im not xD .
but nice song , ne ? :)
kinda nice lyrics .
( only partly so . )
on many levels .
but duet - ing it with elena was awesome ^_^ .
jamming too .
dancing .
raving .
haha xD .
jas` amazing piano - ing even more so :) .
---
sorry ( x lots of people ) .
for making it complicated .
for not letting go .
for not listening to you .
for not ' talking ' to you properly ,
which i should go do ;
now .
---
idunno .
call im angry ,
call im desperate for your voice .
okay , im not xD .
but nice song , ne ? :)
kinda nice lyrics .
( only partly so . )
on many levels .
but duet - ing it with elena was awesome ^_^ .
jamming too .
dancing .
raving .
haha xD .
jas` amazing piano - ing even more so :) .
---
sorry ( x lots of people ) .
for making it complicated .
for not letting go .
for not listening to you .
for not ' talking ' to you properly ,
which i should go do ;
now .
---
idunno .
Monday, September 28, 2009
haha . thank god for god - given wisdom .
( title says it all )
( that`s cool . but i still feel a bit dodge xD )
:)
i hope i can be wise too .
( so awesome how he promises to grant us wisdom :) . )
( that`s cool . but i still feel a bit dodge xD )
:)
i hope i can be wise too .
( so awesome how he promises to grant us wisdom :) . )
drawing nearer ^^ .
happy ~
but i still think im too forceful ?
haha ._. .
ease off , yo .
---
need
to
get
off
fbook .
---
awesome ! ( actually , you are beyond awesome xD )
thankyou for all you`ve done ^^ .
<33 .
thankyou for taking the initiative that i didnt want to take . but would have to anyways =\ .
---
slowly
getting
better
at
it .
---
- smiles -
but i still think im too forceful ?
haha ._. .
ease off , yo .
---
need
to
get
off
fbook .
---
awesome ! ( actually , you are beyond awesome xD )
thankyou for all you`ve done ^^ .
<33 .
thankyou for taking the initiative that i didnt want to take . but would have to anyways =\ .
---
slowly
getting
better
at
it .
---
- smiles -
Saturday, September 26, 2009
half truths .
half truths are just as bad .
or maybe , worse . in only distorting the truth just enough that it`s plausible , you leave me wondering ; worrying , more .
at least i can tell when you lie .
and after all , it is still lying =\ .
or maybe , worse . in only distorting the truth just enough that it`s plausible , you leave me wondering ; worrying , more .
at least i can tell when you lie .
and after all , it is still lying =\ .
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
wait and see .
hahaha .
watching the world around us go by .
literally .
the clouds drift slowly across the sky , and we wonder , yet again .
we are so tiny ; insignificant , but it is small things that have built us up .
we don`t really need to , but we try our best to explain ourselves to each other anyways .
an unspoken bond of trust and love .
god - given .
god - blessed .
so this is what it`s like , when it`s centred around you .
---
on the other hand , what we talked about .
GAH .
in conclusion ;
let`s wait and see .
---
tangent ;
hahahaha lol sarah .
that`s how it kinda happened with me too ... xD .
except i actually asked haha =33 .
funny .
okay ; not really xD .
---
are you ? am i letting you ?
slip away .
watching the world around us go by .
literally .
the clouds drift slowly across the sky , and we wonder , yet again .
we are so tiny ; insignificant , but it is small things that have built us up .
we don`t really need to , but we try our best to explain ourselves to each other anyways .
an unspoken bond of trust and love .
god - given .
god - blessed .
so this is what it`s like , when it`s centred around you .
---
on the other hand , what we talked about .
GAH .
in conclusion ;
let`s wait and see .
---
tangent ;
hahahaha lol sarah .
that`s how it kinda happened with me too ... xD .
except i actually asked haha =33 .
funny .
okay ; not really xD .
---
are you ? am i letting you ?
slip away .
i know .
&& i say so .
&& i believe so .
&& i act so .
i want so .
but i don`t always feel so .
but i also know so .
&& i know you`ll pick me up again .
no matter how many times
ive fallen .
&& i believe so .
&& i act so .
i want so .
but i don`t always feel so .
but i also know so .
&& i know you`ll pick me up again .
no matter how many times
ive fallen .
screammmm .
screams .
of joy ; ectasy ; fun ; love ; passion ; pain ; anger ; frustration .
oh the fragility of it all .
broken relationships .
dreams so easily shattered .
---
gah end emo rant here xDDD .
hahahahah .
---
so pretty :) .
beautiful .
---
ahh .
i wish i didnt .
really , really wish ,
that i wasnt .
of joy ; ectasy ; fun ; love ; passion ; pain ; anger ; frustration .
oh the fragility of it all .
broken relationships .
dreams so easily shattered .
---
gah end emo rant here xDDD .
hahahahah .
---
so pretty :) .
beautiful .
---
ahh .
i wish i didnt .
really , really wish ,
that i wasnt .
shift everything towards you :) ( haha im studying for maths ( graphs ) , pardon the pun )
OMGSH BLOG STARTED WORKING AGAIN :D .
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :) .
( AHH . SCREWED UP PAINTED NAIL D; )
anyhows xD .
i thought it was bad ... but it would end . soon - ish . but now it`s gotten a lot more complicated ? haha . oh well . nothing to do but trust you Lord <33 . without you , i think i would die =\ . thankyou for finding me again , and giving me your strength .
---
still a lot to learn ! i guess i can`t really wait to see what i will learn :) .
( haha phil your enthusiasm is rubbing off on me :) )
---
is this right ?
no ?
im not letting you in ( my relationships ) ?
okay . reprioritise .
you ; first .
---
so cool .
and indescribably
awesome ;
how you use things for your glory :D .
---
hahaha . i think i get it better now .
why me .
phew . thankyou .
suffering ;
building perseverence , character and hope . ( Romans 5:3-5 )
but im not even really suffering .
just wait till you grow up .
happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :) .
( AHH . SCREWED UP PAINTED NAIL D; )
anyhows xD .
i thought it was bad ... but it would end . soon - ish . but now it`s gotten a lot more complicated ? haha . oh well . nothing to do but trust you Lord <33 . without you , i think i would die =\ . thankyou for finding me again , and giving me your strength .
---
still a lot to learn ! i guess i can`t really wait to see what i will learn :) .
( haha phil your enthusiasm is rubbing off on me :) )
---
is this right ?
no ?
im not letting you in ( my relationships ) ?
okay . reprioritise .
you ; first .
---
so cool .
and indescribably
awesome ;
how you use things for your glory :D .
---
hahaha . i think i get it better now .
why me .
phew . thankyou .
suffering ;
building perseverence , character and hope . ( Romans 5:3-5 )
but im not even really suffering .
just wait till you grow up .
Friday, September 18, 2009
old enough .
- sigh - .
do you know any better ?
and all i ask is that you understand
and all i ask is that you try
tonight
and all i wish is that you always know
how very wrong you are to go
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are we meant to die or live for more
ask yourself the questions to be sure
why is there a meaning
is there meant to be
am i meant to feel it
will someone notice me
notice me
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
ooohh well i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
not one of the catchiest songs , but nice , slow and sad :) .
haha . i listen to too much acoustic stuff nowadays ^^; .
---
wow .
be . careful ?
i want to say so much more , but im not in a good position to offer any seemingly unneeded advice =\ .
---
from the inside out ,
oh my soul cries out .
---
god of the broken ,
save us .
---
when it`s storming ,
go dance in the rain <33 .
---
iloveyouLord:D
you fill me with so much joy .
---
but
ineedpatience =\ .
do you know any better ?
and all i ask is that you understand
and all i ask is that you try
tonight
and all i wish is that you always know
how very wrong you are to go
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are we meant to die or live for more
ask yourself the questions to be sure
why is there a meaning
is there meant to be
am i meant to feel it
will someone notice me
notice me
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
if there is so much meaning in life
then i'm
i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
ooohh well i'm old enough to know better
are you old enough to know better
not one of the catchiest songs , but nice , slow and sad :) .
haha . i listen to too much acoustic stuff nowadays ^^; .
---
wow .
be . careful ?
i want to say so much more , but im not in a good position to offer any seemingly unneeded advice =\ .
---
from the inside out ,
oh my soul cries out .
---
god of the broken ,
save us .
---
when it`s storming ,
go dance in the rain <33 .
---
iloveyouLord:D
you fill me with so much joy .
---
but
ineedpatience =\ .
a mesh of memory .
flashback .
little glimpses of time , intertwined in my memory .
cherish .
like a movie replaying a girl`s first kiss , it plays the same scene , many times over and over again , blurring each scene into the next .
but simply put , it is only the parts i want to remember , creating this illusion that i saw .
well , there was nothing wrong with this realistic illusion , until i tried to twist it my way .
so , ごめんね =\ .
please fill me up , Lord . i can`t breathe otherwise .
little glimpses of time , intertwined in my memory .
cherish .
like a movie replaying a girl`s first kiss , it plays the same scene , many times over and over again , blurring each scene into the next .
but simply put , it is only the parts i want to remember , creating this illusion that i saw .
well , there was nothing wrong with this realistic illusion , until i tried to twist it my way .
so , ごめんね =\ .
please fill me up , Lord . i can`t breathe otherwise .
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
다가와서 ( come close to me )
Sing , sing , sing
&& make music with the heavens !
<33
---
' come to me , ' he calls .
open your eyes .
why must you continue living in the dark ?
---
it`s been so long since i felt that way .
i don`t want to go back . look back .
but looking at you , lost , reminds me of you .
how can i tell you ?
i`ve done it a million times now . but that`s not enough .
the knowledge that i could have done better plagues me =\ .
i hope i can , next time . and take every opportunity for a next time .
---
me too . it`s so hard to say anything , when you don`t know how to say it ; what to say . because you have absolutely nothing to say .
except the most important thing of all .
---
another poem i found ;
( that i sent luke )
Our Days on this earth
are only a few.
Like a drop in the ocean
so bright and so blue.
In our youth we look to the future
with dreams that's so bright.
Not really realizing
God keeps us always in sight.
He guides our path
with such a gentle hand.
Gives us the courage we need
to take our stand.
We shove that little voice aside
and say - "I have plenty of time."
God with His gentle patience says
"I'll wait - I don't mind."
As time slides on
and we daily stray,
God's gentle voice says
That's O.K. - I'll have my day."
When His hand
constantly brings us in line,
We look back and say
"I've wasted so much time."
Come to Me early
Our God pleads.
I have for you to plant
Many, Many seeds.
&& make music with the heavens !
<33
---
' come to me , ' he calls .
open your eyes .
why must you continue living in the dark ?
---
it`s been so long since i felt that way .
i don`t want to go back . look back .
but looking at you , lost , reminds me of you .
how can i tell you ?
i`ve done it a million times now . but that`s not enough .
the knowledge that i could have done better plagues me =\ .
i hope i can , next time . and take every opportunity for a next time .
---
me too . it`s so hard to say anything , when you don`t know how to say it ; what to say . because you have absolutely nothing to say .
except the most important thing of all .
---
another poem i found ;
( that i sent luke )
Our Days on this earth
are only a few.
Like a drop in the ocean
so bright and so blue.
In our youth we look to the future
with dreams that's so bright.
Not really realizing
God keeps us always in sight.
He guides our path
with such a gentle hand.
Gives us the courage we need
to take our stand.
We shove that little voice aside
and say - "I have plenty of time."
God with His gentle patience says
"I'll wait - I don't mind."
As time slides on
and we daily stray,
God's gentle voice says
That's O.K. - I'll have my day."
When His hand
constantly brings us in line,
We look back and say
"I've wasted so much time."
Come to Me early
Our God pleads.
I have for you to plant
Many, Many seeds.
Refreshments :)
so tired ._.
mentally and physically .
but i hope that no matter what , i won`t ever be , spiritually .
- need to stay awake to do english ._. -
---
怎麽辦 ？ so silent .
yes ? no ?
answer me , please .
i can`t do it by myself ._. .
what happened to community ?
no , it`s not that big a thing . so please , talk to me ?
i hope im not being impatient , but it`s so slow ; so impersonal =\ .
build
relationships
.
thankfully , i have you , Lord .
and thankfully , you GMH :) .
the smallest things <33 .
or , not so small :D .
---
worry ?
' Do not be anxious about anything , but in everything , by prayer and petition , with thanksgiving , present your requests to God . And the peace of God , which transcends all understanding , will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus ' - Phillipians 4:6-7
phew .
thankyou <33 .
---
WOW .
Lord , you are AMAZING .
Answering my prayers , like that . And so fast :) .
---
Joshua 10:25 .
Be strong
---
I hope I can always be there for you , like how you`re always there for me <33 .
Though you may not know it , you give so much encouragement !
In fact , all of you , in your own way <33 .
From the ' greatest ' to the ' least ' .
mentally and physically .
but i hope that no matter what , i won`t ever be , spiritually .
- need to stay awake to do english ._. -
---
怎麽辦 ？ so silent .
yes ? no ?
answer me , please .
i can`t do it by myself ._. .
what happened to community ?
no , it`s not that big a thing . so please , talk to me ?
i hope im not being impatient , but it`s so slow ; so impersonal =\ .
build
relationships
.
thankfully , i have you , Lord .
and thankfully , you GMH :) .
the smallest things <33 .
or , not so small :D .
---
worry ?
' Do not be anxious about anything , but in everything , by prayer and petition , with thanksgiving , present your requests to God . And the peace of God , which transcends all understanding , will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus ' - Phillipians 4:6-7
phew .
thankyou <33 .
---
WOW .
Lord , you are AMAZING .
Answering my prayers , like that . And so fast :) .
---
Joshua 10:25 .
Be strong
---
I hope I can always be there for you , like how you`re always there for me <33 .
Though you may not know it , you give so much encouragement !
In fact , all of you , in your own way <33 .
From the ' greatest ' to the ' least ' .
Sunday, September 13, 2009
rambleramblerumblemumblejumbomumbo :D .
happyhappyhappyjoyinyou :)
---
eurgh .
i hate wasting stuff =\ .
i hate selfish - ness even more ._.
( which is why i hate myself at times =33 )
but not today .
argh . please be nicer ? =33
i love you :) <33 .
you can do it , in him .
do anything ; everything in him !
as long as it`s in him <33 .
---
i wonder ...
---
AWESOME talk with elena today .
SOSWEETIRGJIRSJGIORJOIEJ D; .
haha ; boring or barring or bearing or burying or beering ? :) ( a , e , i , o , u ? )
teehee .
elena is nice to hug :) .
love you <33
I WANT COOL LEG MUSCLES TOO :(
let`s flex ! ( ible ? :) )
---
9/10SC / 11U-DF READ YOUR EMAILS .
i know it`s lame - cringes - .
BUT YEAH .
READ AND REPLY ASAP PL0X ? :D
---
i wanna cut my fringe :( .
but i dunno if i should .
and whether i should just a haircut ?
lol
---
hmm ...
---
off to do english nows ><; .
will sign off with AWESOMEskiies song <33 .
---
Believe It Or Not - Playjerise <33
I believe in you
I hope you see it in the way that I move
People around get lost on the road
But we're better then that I know
Cause I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Well I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Cause I,
I don't wanna go back again
Cause lately, I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
I don't wanna go back again
I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Well, I found love believe it or not
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Cause I,
I don't wanna go back again
Coz lately, I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
Oh no no no
Cause lately I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
Don't wanna go back
Don't wanna go back
Don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back again
If I go back
Will you find me
If I go back
Will you find me
Will you find me
Will you find
Oh will you find me
Will you find
And I,
I don't wanna go back again
Cause lately, I've been drowning
I don't wanna go back again
---
i LOVE Playjerise .
awesome guitar .
awesome lyrics .
awesome melodies .
awesome acoustic - ness :D .
AWESOME(st) God of Wonders <33
---
OH yes .
saw beautiful spring blossoms / buds / leaves today !
so greennnnn <33 .
prettiful .
the wake after the winter sleep :) .
reminds me of ' the sun washed by the spring rain - lee hom ' ( with the sexy guy with the sexy guitar with a sexy voice xD . not to mention talented and refreshing ) and ' winter sleep - olivia lufkin ' ( nana inspired ? :D teehee . good movie ! )
more awesome - ness <33 ! :D
---
okay , i really really need to go do english now ._.
---
i miss yous ; kinda ; just a bit :) .
though you`re awesome , i wish i didn`t .
---
eurgh .
i hate wasting stuff =\ .
i hate selfish - ness even more ._.
( which is why i hate myself at times =33 )
but not today .
argh . please be nicer ? =33
i love you :) <33 .
you can do it , in him .
do anything ; everything in him !
as long as it`s in him <33 .
---
i wonder ...
---
AWESOME talk with elena today .
SOSWEETIRGJIRSJGIORJOIEJ D; .
haha ; boring or barring or bearing or burying or beering ? :) ( a , e , i , o , u ? )
teehee .
elena is nice to hug :) .
love you <33
I WANT COOL LEG MUSCLES TOO :(
let`s flex ! ( ible ? :) )
---
9/10SC / 11U-DF READ YOUR EMAILS .
i know it`s lame - cringes - .
BUT YEAH .
READ AND REPLY ASAP PL0X ? :D
---
i wanna cut my fringe :( .
but i dunno if i should .
and whether i should just a haircut ?
lol
---
hmm ...
---
off to do english nows ><; .
will sign off with AWESOMEskiies song <33 .
---
Believe It Or Not - Playjerise <33
I believe in you
I hope you see it in the way that I move
People around get lost on the road
But we're better then that I know
Cause I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Well I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Cause I,
I don't wanna go back again
Cause lately, I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
I don't wanna go back again
I found love
Yeah believe it or not
Well, I found love believe it or not
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Not because of what I did but because of what you did
Cause I,
I don't wanna go back again
Coz lately, I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
Oh no no no
Cause lately I've been drowning here
And I don't wanna go back again
Don't wanna go back
Don't wanna go back
Don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna go back again
If I go back
Will you find me
If I go back
Will you find me
Will you find me
Will you find
Oh will you find me
Will you find
And I,
I don't wanna go back again
Cause lately, I've been drowning
I don't wanna go back again
---
i LOVE Playjerise .
awesome guitar .
awesome lyrics .
awesome melodies .
awesome acoustic - ness :D .
AWESOME(st) God of Wonders <33
---
OH yes .
saw beautiful spring blossoms / buds / leaves today !
so greennnnn <33 .
prettiful .
the wake after the winter sleep :) .
reminds me of ' the sun washed by the spring rain - lee hom ' ( with the sexy guy with the sexy guitar with a sexy voice xD . not to mention talented and refreshing ) and ' winter sleep - olivia lufkin ' ( nana inspired ? :D teehee . good movie ! )
more awesome - ness <33 ! :D
---
okay , i really really need to go do english now ._.
---
i miss yous ; kinda ; just a bit :) .
though you`re awesome , i wish i didn`t .
Struggle - Playjerise <33
I could be wrong
But you were not the person that I knew
Whoa what a waste of my time
This wouldn't happen if you would open up and let me in
Whoa what a waste and I
Struggle along
Struggle along without you
Struggle along whoa oh
Struggle along without you
'Coz I ooh hoo
I can't breathe when you are not here
Oh I ooh hoo
I can't breathe when you are not here
Oh I
I wouldn't know
If you could change my world
For the better or the worse
Whoa what a waste and I
Struggle along
Struggle along without you
Struggle along whoa oh
Struggle along without you
'Coz I ooh hoo
I can't breathe if you are not here
Oh I ooh hoo
I can't breathe if you are not here
I can't breathe
I can't breathe if you are not here
I can't breathe if you are not here
You're not here
You're not here
---
AWESOME song . but emo .
---
but i think the reverse is true . you don`t change much ; i just used to see you in a skewed perspective .
or maybe i just chose to be blind to your faults ?
eurgh .
every breath i took was about you .
every breath without you hurt .
and now , ive changed .
and will keep changing , i hope , with my eyes on Jesus .
may i breathe Jesus now :) .
but you . it hurts to see you hurt =\ .
But you were not the person that I knew
Whoa what a waste of my time
This wouldn't happen if you would open up and let me in
Whoa what a waste and I
Struggle along
Struggle along without you
Struggle along whoa oh
Struggle along without you
'Coz I ooh hoo
I can't breathe when you are not here
Oh I ooh hoo
I can't breathe when you are not here
Oh I
I wouldn't know
If you could change my world
For the better or the worse
Whoa what a waste and I
Struggle along
Struggle along without you
Struggle along whoa oh
Struggle along without you
'Coz I ooh hoo
I can't breathe if you are not here
Oh I ooh hoo
I can't breathe if you are not here
I can't breathe
I can't breathe if you are not here
I can't breathe if you are not here
You're not here
You're not here
---
AWESOME song . but emo .
---
but i think the reverse is true . you don`t change much ; i just used to see you in a skewed perspective .
or maybe i just chose to be blind to your faults ?
eurgh .
every breath i took was about you .
every breath without you hurt .
and now , ive changed .
and will keep changing , i hope , with my eyes on Jesus .
may i breathe Jesus now :) .
but you . it hurts to see you hurt =\ .
Friday, September 11, 2009
funeral blues .
thankyou for your selflessness ,
as a wonderful mother , sister , wife && friend .
i regret not appreciating it enough , when you could feel it , here .
but you`re in a better place now .
so see you , soon .
---
ahahahahaha .
cried off all my eyeliner today xD .
( i know , right ; eww black water . lololol . )
was so stoned , washed out and drained afterwards .
but it felt good .
a sniff . a pat . a hug .
tears running rivulets down our faces .
turned out to be quite funny ; everyone blowing their red noses ; eyes glistening with tears .
you guys are awesome <33 .
to spare a thought ... for you ; me ; us .
and though the pain won`t fade for some time , i know you know that we love you .
love , which we`ll do anything within our limited ability for .
but thankfully , he gives us unlimited ability to love with :) .
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so much love .
i hope i can do the same , for you .
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there`s too much love in this world ... of the wrong type .
as a wonderful mother , sister , wife && friend .
i regret not appreciating it enough , when you could feel it , here .
but you`re in a better place now .
so see you , soon .
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ahahahahaha .
cried off all my eyeliner today xD .
( i know , right ; eww black water . lololol . )
was so stoned , washed out and drained afterwards .
but it felt good .
a sniff . a pat . a hug .
tears running rivulets down our faces .
turned out to be quite funny ; everyone blowing their red noses ; eyes glistening with tears .
you guys are awesome <33 .
to spare a thought ... for you ; me ; us .
and though the pain won`t fade for some time , i know you know that we love you .
love , which we`ll do anything within our limited ability for .
but thankfully , he gives us unlimited ability to love with :) .
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so much love .
i hope i can do the same , for you .
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there`s too much love in this world ... of the wrong type .
So Quick .
why so judgemental ? =\
at first , it made me really really angry .
i mean , very well if you want to judge me , though i hope you`ll see i`m trying my best . for God .
but why him ?
why her ? why them ?
we aren`t perfect , but we`re trying .
and please , respect that =\ .
as for me , please stop asking me to judge other people for you =\ .
at first , it made me really really angry .
i mean , very well if you want to judge me , though i hope you`ll see i`m trying my best . for God .
but why him ?
why her ? why them ?
we aren`t perfect , but we`re trying .
and please , respect that =\ .
as for me , please stop asking me to judge other people for you =\ .
Thursday, September 10, 2009
One Way → ( look towards ) Jesus !
But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ .
What is more , I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord , for whose sake I have lost all things . I consider them rubbish , that I may gain Christ and be found in him , not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law , but that which is through faith in Christ - the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith .
Philippians 3:7-9
all the good and bad i am , and have done , i will forget and commit into your hands , and simply look towards you in everything .
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grant us wisdom , O Lord ,
and the humility to examine ourselves faithfully ;
to be true to ourselves , and be true to you .
am i doing everything for the right reasons ?
is it for you ?
is everything i am bringing you glory ?
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i think not . which is why i need you , all the more .
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Awesome thing i read yesterday ;
The Lord`s prayer has no ' I ' or ' Me ' or ' My ' .
NTS ; Learn from it .
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you know my mind .
you know what i want
&& what we need .
you know how much we need you .
im so afraid of what i`ll do . but it`s not about me , it`s you .
so please , give us your wisdom .
wise and discerning hearts .
your knowledge and strength .
let us look to you when we feel stuck for answers .
cause if you bring us to it , you`ll bring us through it :) .
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NoteToVT ; Sorry no msn today . Got work =\ .
Stuff on .
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Thankyou for telling me , Claudia . I hope I can be wise as to what I do next , from here .
I love you sis ^_^ .
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Do everything for you , not just me , us , or everyone else .
on many things .
' it would be so easy to give myself to you . '
please don`t .
give yourself away like that , that is .
you will regret it .
it can be strangely beautiful .
but it`s not for you .
or maybe , simply , not yet ?
i love you .
i care about you .
im sorry im not sensitive to a lot of your needs .
and sorry for not being the ' greatest friend ' for you .
but he cares about you more .
he knows you better than you know yourself .
he is the greatest friend there is .
he loves you .
and love never fails .
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your good and perfect will .
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eating strawberries :D .
though , sour , very red . very pretty :) .
im eating ovaries :D .
jas is sucking me into her awe of creation , though nowhere near as wonderful as the creator <33
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加油 , 哥哥 <33
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i love you too luke :D .
you mean a lot to me as well .
that was the longest text i`ve ever received , but probably the most beautiful one :) .
it be taking up the space of 3 texts , but i`ll probably keep it in my inbox for ages now :D .
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
(y)ourlovewillneverend .
Warm fuzzy feeling ?
Being in love is a nice feeling ...
but only
when it`s with you ; in you ,
Lord <33 in you ; not a love you bless , is not so nice . It`s very ... consuming ... + time consuming . We`ll see what comes of it . )
Cool part of a poem I read today ;
Being single is a blessing .
Being married is a gift .
:)
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ShoutOut ;
I love my family ; especially my family in Christ .
I love you Jas , for being awesome constant encouragement , love , support , fun , laughter , source of lame jokes , etc . :)
I love the Mario Kart Love Song you linked on your blog .
I love love . ( Because God IS pure love , whatever love looks like )
I God God . ( Our inside joke , because God is love . So I love / God God ! )
But most of all , when it all comes to rest on you ,
a better life
comes .
yush . all .
everything .
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Reading poetry , for english .
I like poetry .
But I can`t really find one that I REALLY REALLY like Dx .
( Apart from Psalms , of course , Jas xD )
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lol at today at lunch .
maddy ; ' Did you know that it`s scientifically proven that girls in girl`s schools like pretty boys more ? '
sabrina && i ; LOLOLOLOL . HAHAHA . REALLY ? that`s so true xD .
maddy ; ' yeah . cause they`re surrounded by like femininity / feminine beauty all the time '
teehee :) .
Being in love is a nice feeling ...
but only
when it`s with you ; in you ,
Lord <33 in you ; not a love you bless , is not so nice . It`s very ... consuming ... + time consuming . We`ll see what comes of it . )
Cool part of a poem I read today ;
Being single is a blessing .
Being married is a gift .
:)
---
ShoutOut ;
I love my family ; especially my family in Christ .
I love you Jas , for being awesome constant encouragement , love , support , fun , laughter , source of lame jokes , etc . :)
I love the Mario Kart Love Song you linked on your blog .
I love love . ( Because God IS pure love , whatever love looks like )
I God God . ( Our inside joke , because God is love . So I love / God God ! )
But most of all , when it all comes to rest on you ,
a better life
comes .
yush . all .
everything .
---
Reading poetry , for english .
I like poetry .
But I can`t really find one that I REALLY REALLY like Dx .
( Apart from Psalms , of course , Jas xD )
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lol at today at lunch .
maddy ; ' Did you know that it`s scientifically proven that girls in girl`s schools like pretty boys more ? '
sabrina && i ; LOLOLOLOL . HAHAHA . REALLY ? that`s so true xD .
maddy ; ' yeah . cause they`re surrounded by like femininity / feminine beauty all the time '
teehee :) .
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