tell me ; tell me ,
where are you headed with this ?

im sorry to say this to you , but it will only get worse =\ .

the road not taken .

the road not taken
is a poem ,
talking about a guy who ' took the path less worn '
and its consequences .

but what if
you had no choice ?
what if you failed , but had no other alternative but to take the path you didn`t want to go down ?

well , Lord ,
i cant wait to see where you take me from here !
it hurts , but in the whole scheme of things , you have plans i could only dream of .

this year , i`ve learnt something of using my circumstances to let you use me ,
no matter what .
( through various fails , and successes . )

it hurts , but you comfort .
and you do so much more than that ; filling up the hole in my heart with you ,
and letting it overflow , everywhere .

this , i promise you ...

i will not make promises ,
because i am human too ,
and i fail , too .

except this ; i will try my best ,
always .

just keep in mind that i will fail at that ,
and while doing that too .

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bed hair .
from afternoon nap xD .

i need more sleep ._.

like proper sleep =\ .

tiiiiiiiiiiiiired Dx .

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i totally agree with you .
' your faith is strong , but i can only fall short for so long ' - half of my heart ; john mayer .

but perhaps theres another alternative to failure ,
that does not necessarily involve success as the way you see it .

for orientation day , miss mc mahon talked about ' being happy ' by ' succeeding in what you want ' , and that NSG offered optimum opportunity to do this .

yeah , right . just look at daul kim .

even so , few succeed as well as she did .

perhaps the pleasure is in the journey ,
as you await something bigger and better .

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how ironic =\ .
but i guess , it`s for the better ( thankyou Lord , that it`s not up to me )

i just wonder ...
你爲什麽已經忘記了？很快的 .

i guess its ironic either way you look at it xD .

funny , but sad .

daddy , what are you doing through all this ?
i really don`t know , but i`d love you to show me , so that i may give it my all !

daddy , they need you , as do i .

daddy , make me strong .

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i want to fall in love with you ; over and over again <33 .

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today i realised how bad my written chinese has become :( .

korean poem <33 ( thanks liz )

yeah .
what dugald said .
im going to miss scripture with him so much =\ .

im gonna miss jas and byl so much D; .

im gonna miss my maxdodgegirlfriends so much :( .

im gonna miss my bros so much =33 .

im going to miss you >w< . yes you :) . but i`ll be having fun shopping >D .
for a whole month :DDD .

yayayayaya ^_^ .

xD

anyways im not going . yet .

HONGKONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGWHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE - massivelyhearts -
( more than pikachu ! :D )

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but seriously xD .
what if i died tomorrow ?
or you ?

i know i`d miss you .
so much .
it would hurt .

but i`ll see you up there ! :DDD
( the awesomest bit of being your sister xD )

still .
i`d like you to know how much you mean to me .
whatever ; whenever ; may every breath i take ; every word i speak ; every action i do be i love you .
i would hate to let you go without feeling so .

춤추라 , 아무도 바라보고 있지않은것처럼.
Dance, like no one is watching you.

사랑하라, 한번도 상처받지않은 것처럼.
Love, like you’ve never been hurt before.

노래하라, 아무도 듣고 있지 않은 것처럼.
Sing, like no one can hear you.

일하라, 돈이 필요하지 않은 것처럼.
Work, like you don’t need money.

살라, 오늘이 마지막 날인것처럼.
Live, like heaven is on earth.

<33

why are you laughing ? D;
it`s not even funny :( .
you laugh at the weirdest things ever .

but then again , like im some one to talk xD .

thankyou for making me laugh jas :) .
i feel a lot less stoned now :D .

i am sorry
that i am not cool like that .

i wish i could
but i can`t
so you`ll just have to bear with me .

but i promise you
i will try .