O Lord my God, When I in awesome wonder,
Consider all the worlds Thy Hands have made;
I see the stars, I hear the rolling thunder,
Thy power throughout the universe displayed.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
How great Thou art, How great Thou art.
Then sings my soul, My Saviour God, to Thee,
How great Thou art, How great Thou art!
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What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
($%*)(@*#$%()*%#)(*%#(# annoyance.
There's so many things to be annoyed about.
There's the little things... Then there's the big things.
But on the flip-side.
Who am I to think these little problems take precedence over Your plans? I am nothing/no one.
Who am I, to let myself be consumed by all these thoughts? I am yours.
Just last week, I realised how easily irritable I have become this year. (Or maybe just didn't realise it before)
I was going to snap at someone. Then I realised how all they did was try to love me.
And then I felt so ashamed, as I realised how petty I was.
If I can't even stand something small, how can I be entrusted with anything big?
Even if it happens over and over again, where's my patience?
How am I going to get by in this world that will throw even greater things at me?
Change me.
Mould me into who You made me to be.
There's the little things... Then there's the big things.
But on the flip-side.
Who am I to think these little problems take precedence over Your plans? I am nothing/no one.
Who am I, to let myself be consumed by all these thoughts? I am yours.
Just last week, I realised how easily irritable I have become this year. (Or maybe just didn't realise it before)
I was going to snap at someone. Then I realised how all they did was try to love me.
And then I felt so ashamed, as I realised how petty I was.
If I can't even stand something small, how can I be entrusted with anything big?
Even if it happens over and over again, where's my patience?
How am I going to get by in this world that will throw even greater things at me?
Change me.
Mould me into who You made me to be.
I crave quiet alone time with you.
I want to sing and dance just for you.
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The most amazing song with the most amazing story behind it: It Is Well With My Soul.
I want to sing and dance just for you.
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The most amazing song with the most amazing story behind it: It Is Well With My Soul.
When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Yes.
I know.
I know.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But seriously. You tell me off- I know I deserve and need it.
But seriously. Don't you know?
It hurts me more than it hurts you.
How many countless nights have I cried over this.
You think I don't really care.
I don't want to make you worry.
I cry.
I try and try.
Break down.
But it always comes down to me not trying hard enough?
Or something like that.
Daddy, I don't know what to do.
You tell me to trust you- but trust you to take me where?
Perhaps I am simply impatient to know, but it really hurts.
No matter what, give me joy and love that overflows!
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Ahahahaha my sister is such a fail :).
---
Yay for phone calls :).
Anyhow.
STOCKS PRIZE ._.
I know.
I know.
I know.
I'm sorry.
But seriously. You tell me off- I know I deserve and need it.
But seriously. Don't you know?
It hurts me more than it hurts you.
How many countless nights have I cried over this.
You think I don't really care.
I don't want to make you worry.
I cry.
I try and try.
Break down.
But it always comes down to me not trying hard enough?
Or something like that.
Daddy, I don't know what to do.
You tell me to trust you- but trust you to take me where?
Perhaps I am simply impatient to know, but it really hurts.
No matter what, give me joy and love that overflows!
---
Ahahahaha my sister is such a fail :).
---
Yay for phone calls :).
Anyhow.
STOCKS PRIZE ._.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
My life about/in You (is not about me).
Who is she?
I don't recognise her.
She's not me.
... Is she?
I don't believe so.
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I pray&&wish you all the best :).
I wonder where you'll go onto-
Big things, surely!
The places He'll take you will be simply amazing.
But by big and amazing, I hope you know I don't mean high-profile, epic things.
I mean being blessed; fruitful; rich in love, simply because of His hand in your life.
And no matter what, we'd love to be part of it.
I don't recognise her.
She's not me.
... Is she?
I don't believe so.
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I pray&&wish you all the best :).
I wonder where you'll go onto-
Big things, surely!
The places He'll take you will be simply amazing.
But by big and amazing, I hope you know I don't mean high-profile, epic things.
I mean being blessed; fruitful; rich in love, simply because of His hand in your life.
And no matter what, we'd love to be part of it.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Warm&&Fuzzies.
All this just brings me further away from you.
I want you with all my heart.
I know you, Daddy, won't keep yourself from me.
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Losing your mind.
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IloveIlove:
lying in bed; soft, cashmere-like clothes, and lately, scarves that you can wear like shawls.
:)
It's probably just me but I love the feeling of sheets against my skin, or other nice types of cloth. So I don't like wearing thick clothing? Unless I'm wearing heaps of layers; all dressed/dolled up, cause that's always fun (:.
So these days, I should probably wear more clothes but I don't like it cause I feel all yucky and stiff in them ):.
And milk tea!
And my trackies hehe. They're also made of smooth material.
I feel like a hobo :).
One of these days, I plan to walk out of the house looking like a gangster in my dad's massive FCUK hoodie, my skinnies which I can't find and nikes.
Haha.
Except lately I've been feeling too fat to wear jeans.
Yucky :(.
Random rambling.
I don't like cold weather.
Except for how nice heaters feel on cold days LOL.
I'm weird.
I want you with all my heart.
I know you, Daddy, won't keep yourself from me.
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Losing your mind.
---
IloveIlove:
lying in bed; soft, cashmere-like clothes, and lately, scarves that you can wear like shawls.
:)
It's probably just me but I love the feeling of sheets against my skin, or other nice types of cloth. So I don't like wearing thick clothing? Unless I'm wearing heaps of layers; all dressed/dolled up, cause that's always fun (:.
So these days, I should probably wear more clothes but I don't like it cause I feel all yucky and stiff in them ):.
And milk tea!
And my trackies hehe. They're also made of smooth material.
I feel like a hobo :).
One of these days, I plan to walk out of the house looking like a gangster in my dad's massive FCUK hoodie, my skinnies which I can't find and nikes.
Haha.
Except lately I've been feeling too fat to wear jeans.
Yucky :(.
Random rambling.
I don't like cold weather.
Except for how nice heaters feel on cold days LOL.
I'm weird.
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